Spirit has been tugging…

the spirit has been tugging
heart and mind at war…
if I lose my soul then what’s the purpose —-
what’s it for?
racing thoughts got me anxious…
feeling disconnected like I’m in some sort of matrix…
voices in my head ——
saying I’m not going to make it…
then I see a light beam ——
feel the warmth ——
like a spotlight…
it’s the Father — here to comfort —-
come to me, he says, my child…
the weight alone is for too much…
have I not proved myself before?
no more surface healing…
it’s time to hit the core
and before them, voices start to argue…
YES, MY CHILD, YOU ARE READY!
it’s not about the speed,
but yet if your pace is steady.